To be honest yeah i thought that things may have changed between us by now.. not necessarily that you'd want me back, but that you'd realize how much i mean to you, if what i mean to you was/is much at all.
you seem like you made your mind up a few weeks ago, and that's it. the end.
i wish i could just do that. accept that you no longer want me in your life anymore and there just the end. no more caring. no more tears. no more nights where i lay there just thinking what if.
i know what i need to do. everyone keeps telling me but ah it's just so hard. why does it have to be so hard. why do i alway end up being the one that gets hurt. why do i care so much. why can't i just flick a switch and move on and no longer care. agggghh :(..
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