i wish

i keep wishing that tomorrow is going to be the day that you wake up and realize the you miss me, that you want me, realize that you need me. i wish you would hurry up and realize it already! because it shouldnt be allowed for someone to need and want some body so much when the other one just doesn't care, doesn't want them at all. i wish i meant enough to be worth it...what did i do, what could i have done to make you want me just that bit more. i just wish, everynight. i wish all the time. and every wish is about you...maybe if i stop wishing things might work out..but i can't do that, i will feel like i just gave up on us, but then that is exactly what you did.. life is a bitch. i just wish i had you to fall back on.