everyday i wake up, hoping i wont have that stupid fucking sad feeling in my chest.
feels like my insides are crying. feels like they have been crying none stop for days..
that is the worst feeling.. you can't have fun because all you can do is think about the sick feeling you have. you keep wondering how to get rid of the feeling but you can never come up with some kind of way, it always just ends up getting worse.the more the think about it. but then, you can't not think about it. you can never win with this sad sick feeling. i wish my insides would stop crying just for a bit :(